| Issue 3:1 | Non-Fiction | Amy G. Whitney |
Home Range
Butler Creek marks the
eastern edge of our yard. Where the creek runs past the house, the banks are
nine foot cliffs of quartz and clay latticed with poplar root, draped with
Japanese honeysuckle. Near the back fence the earth slopes more gently up from
water, providing an easy ramp in and out for kids, me, and our aging Labrador
retriever. On our side of the
creek, the ground is mostly cleared and replanted with nursery-plants under the
tall trees. Across the creek our view is of a thicket of privet and saplings
tangled together with green briar and poison ivy, all standing under poplar,
pine, sweet gum, red maple, and miscellaneous oak.
My husband, Joe, for whom
the creek holds insufficient water, has sunk two plastic-lined metal washtubs
in one of our backyard gardens for ponds. The tubs are steep-sided, like tiger
traps in Tarzan movies and The Swiss Family Robinson. We’ve never caught a
tiger in our tubs, but one day we caught something else. I saw it on a cool May
afternoon, when I was headed to the hammock with a book. There in the tub
nearest the path, a brown and yellow something was slowly paddling, scraping
thick nails against the plastic. I stepped closer, over a tuft of ebony
spleenwort and purple spiked ajuga. The something was a turtle that quit
scraping, then tucked into its shell as I reached down. Water trailed toward
feathery moss as I carried the closed-up shell to drier ground.
I had expected to read a
book that afternoon. The hammock is a peaceful place, joined at one end to a
sweet gum tree, at the other to a dogwood. From the hammock, I planned to watch
and hear the back yard between chapters. Most of the spring flowering was over.
I could see summer? beginning in the drying pods of money-plant. But I had a box turtle in my
hands. Of all turtles, the box
turtle is my favorite. I love the drawing in, the folding up, the way the shell
conceals the life. Even though I know what’s inside, a closed up box turtle holds
the fascination of a jack-in-the-box with an unknown winding mechanism, of a
gift on Christmas morning, of mixed chocolate-covered candies that are
identified only on the eating. When I set it near the wooded edge of the yard,
the closed-up shell was like a stream-polished stone on the lawn, or an odd
treasure left by the Easter bunny. The edges of the shell were scalloped, the
back of it almost as long as my hand.
This shell showed a burst of yellow lines on each section, like the
patterns on batiks that Nana brought home from Malaysia, or ancient picture
writing I could never hope to read.
No telling how long the
turtle had floated in that tub. In
a fit of hospitality, I went searching for earthworms. Scrap boards form a path between our
little bridge over a drainage ditch and the creek, for walking without sliding
on the mud. Under these boards I found earthworms, lying in little swirling
grooves right at the surface of the mud. Millipedes clung to the boards, and
black beetles ran for the cover of nearby periwinkle vines. I took five lively
worms in cupped hands back to the turtle, which had poked its beak out a
cautious inch. Only the edge of a skinfold gave hint of a neck. Claws checked for ground beneath the
shell.
I held out the first
plump purple worm, barely pinched between thumb and finger. The turtle’s beak
cracked open, came slowly toward my hand. The head seemed almost floating, a
cobra-response to a snake-charmer’s song. In a blink the worm was gone from my
hand and notched into the beak of the turtle’s mouth. The turtle pulled in the
center of the worm, not gradually like a child’s steady sucking on a long
spaghetti noodle, but in gulps, short, quick tugs into its mouth, until the
worm was totally withdrawn. Head then shrank back toward shell, but I held out
another worm, and one by one, three more. Each followed the first in little
snatches into the turtle’s mouth.
The box turtle’s life
seems a simple one of eating, sleeping, and wandering a specified patch of
ground. I have read that a box turtle might spend its whole life in an area no
larger than a football field. If moved a few miles away, a box turtle will head
for its home range, orienting to the sun for its direction. The turtle’s life
span of 30 to 40, and even beyond 100 years might be spent on this smallish
patch of land.
Our house has been on
this lot for more than seventeen years. It’s possible that this turtle ranged
our yard before the building, and this just the first visit back since the
chaos of bulldozers, lumber, and men. More likely this was the first trip
through since Joe had sunk his tubs. What does a turtle think, on walking
across its home and finding it changed? That turtle could have walked into the
tub blindly, following an old familiar path, or maybe smelled the water, saw
tadpole flash, and just failed to see that the water wasn’t a simple puddle,
that there would be no way out.
The turtle’s fences,
defining its home range, are invisible to me, but I can see the fences of this
yard. Across the back is a straggle of rusting barbed wire tacked to
evenly-spaced rotting posts from before the time of subdivisions. The wire
separates our lot from a triangle of woods cut away by the creek and a steep
hill from three separate subdivisions. The wire also marks a line between the
City of Kennesaw and unincorporated Cobb County. Our yard is in Kennesaw. As a damp woodland, the triangle of
unincorporated Cobb behind us easily qualifies as range for a box turtle. Before the building, our yard must have
looked like the woods in that triangle; more shaded, less planned, more wild.
The musical movie,
Oklahoma!, dramatizes an early feuding over fences. Farmers put up fences;
cowboys detested fences. Fences divided the land, interrupted cattle grazing,
but they also marked property boundaries, protected crops from trampling hooves
and fattening cows. A song in the movie exclaims that the farmer and the cowboy
should be friends, but it was easy to see the tension over fences. The Oklahoma
backyard I grew up in was surrounded by a six-foot high solidly-boarded wood
fence that effectively corralled most toddlers, but all dogs and every child
over the age of five managed to get out over the top. In keeping with the cowboy tradition, perhaps, we needed a
larger range to roam.
The previous owner of
this house put up some picket fencing that reaches out from the sides of the
house, divides the front yard from the back. To the east, the line of fence
runs straight to the rim of the creek, where it ends. To the west, six feet of
fence extends toward Jerry’s house. Mostly, the picket fencing defines the
width of the property. It is
useless for containing animals and children, being high off the ground, wide
between boards, and not very tall, and because it doesn’t surround the yard at
all.
Many of our neighbors
have minimal fences like ours, a bit of wire, a token picket, or an incomplete
run of precariously balanced split-rail. I like the long view this gives across
the neighborhood. It is almost as though houses and gardens were plopped into
meadows in an open woods. These minimal fences mark human territories without
denying entrance to the box turtles, with whom we overlap. Little creatures can still roam, if
they can avoid the cats, dogs, kids, and roads. Some wildlife would make it
into yards even with more solid fences, but the token fencing in my own yard
gives an unimpeded view of the path of the creek, the water that quivers over
rounded stones, birds shaking in the water, rolling droplets onto their backs,
and of the bend up the creek into shadowed woods, toward mystery, even though I
know it is really the Westover subdivision further on.
In the side yard to the
east, between a Lynnwood Gold Forsythia and the Nikko Blue Hydrangea, I have
made a burial plot for what doesn’t survive the road in front of the
house. It started with a squirrel
that I found flattened just out from the mailbox. Now this plot contains two
squirrels, three baby robins, a ring-neck snake, a garter snake, a screech owl,
and a mole. I use a straight-bladed shovel to scoop the critters off the road.
I usually get the bodies cleared away before the second run of the school
buses. Unfortunately, my youngest boy rides the first bus through, and I
discover the smashed animals when he goes out to the bus stop. He has seen all
of the dead. I carry my shovel load to the burial ground and consider the
arrangement. I am running out of room between those two shrubs, and soon will
have to start fresh farther along the shrub border. But I might be able to
squeeze something small between the owl and the garter snake if I dig deep and
replant the daffodils on top.
And what is a human to
do? I drive slowly through the neighborhood. I stop when I see an animal in the
road, but once, years ago, I ran over a garter snake. I didn’t see it in the
grass, and it left the curb so suddenly. I thought it would go under the car if
I just veered right a bit, but I squished it.
I have encountered other
snakes in this neighborhood. Some made it safely across the road in front of my
car; some I uncovered accidentally while gardening. We have put in four big
gardens in the last ten years, to add to the five gardens put in by the
original owner of this house. Most of these gardens are shaded much of the day,
like the one that holds the washtub ponds on the way to the hammock. Out front,
fairly near the road, the sun shines unimpeded to the ground. All along Sumit
Wood Drive, front yards are where the sun shines, and many of these yards
nurture a small fruit tree and two or three tomato plants stuck in among some flowers
right in the front yard.
Actually, several yards
in this neighborhood veer from uniformity in more than just the placement of a
few plants. Lynn and Fred built,
demolished, and rebuilt their fence over a two and a half year stretch, leaving
the construction and destruction materials out for all to see the entire
time. Trish’s driveway remains
empty, unused, while her lawn is sprinkled with Sport Utility Vehicles. Around
the corner on Steelwood, a neighbor has cleared every tree from her yard, while
on Emberwood, someone has planted a twenty-foot dirt square with baby pine
trees, as carefully lined up as onion sets and with only slightly larger
spacing. Considering this variety in the treatment of front lawns, it seemed
that no one would object if we made a garden in ours. So, in our front yard we
dug an arc across the slope and terraced it with low stone walls to hold the
soil.
This garden is fed often
from our compost pile and from bags of humus-and-manure and Nature’s Helper
from Home Depot. The dark and crumbly soil that results is home to many
earthworms. This garden hosts some toads, which I think are there for the
worms. This garden also gets snakes, which I think are there for the toads as
well as the worms.
Snakes don’t seem to
understand borders and gardens the way I would prefer. Ring necked snakes
inhabit the spaces between stones in the garden walls, and I have discovered
through heart-pounding experience that garter snakes love to curl up in pine
straw. Having left wild patches down along the creek, under clumps of trees,
and in a wavering strip along the back fence, I think the snakes, toads, and
turtles might use those wild places consistently. Not so. All of these wander,
to be surprised under plants and mulches or between rocks in the edgings when I
go to weeding. Or in a washtub so
thoughtlessly sunk to near ground level, so temptingly full of tadpoles, with
no way out.
To adult humans, property
lines are as substantial and uncrossable as moats around each private holding.
To children, as to animals, property lines are about as substantial as the
bogeyman. Joe wants a real pond, but the yard isn’t protectively fenced, so
children wander through. They like our paths, the creek, the broken gate in
back that empties to the triangle of woods that separates our neighborhood from
Westover and Shillings Chase. The larger children seem to believe that if they
are not on our trails, then they are not in our yard. I spend days and days at
the start of nice weather in spring explaining that the trails are for walking
on, and that most places that aren’t paths are gardens I would rather not have
trampled. Sometimes I think those Oklahoma farmers had it right. And I worry
about the smaller children who would be drawn to smooth-surfaced shallow water,
the flash of fish, and step right in, response to watery past, heedless of the
hundreds of millions of years that brought them to shore, and the futility, the
danger, of trying to return.
Like children, many
plants are frustratingly heedless of borders and boundaries and what adult
humans would prefer. A few patches of rue anemone grow in the shade out back.
This is a gossamer fairy-wing of a plant, with thread-slim stem, a few brightly
green gently lobed leaves, flowers that burn white against the green, and
centered in each flower, an airy pouf of stamens each tipped with a golden
anther. English Ivy vines, about as dainty as transatlantic cables, reach into
the largest patch. It’s our fault. We planted the English Ivy along the creek
edges to hold the soil, to keep the bank from eroding back toward the house.
The Ivy won’t stay put. Healthy, it grows, and we chop it back. Likewise, a
pennyroyal glacier moves a foot or so a year across the front lawn. It started
in the front garden, but the trailing edge flowed over the stones and onto the
lawn a couple of years ago. I planted it for pennyroyal tea to rinse the dog
with, to control fleas. When it flowers in summer, the pennyroyal sends up
minty spikes a foot or more tall, requiring a pass with the Weed-Whacker before
mowing. Each spike is multi-ringed with lavender colored flowers, a lighter
shade than the flowers of related henbit and dead nettle that bloom in the lawn
in spring, and more abundantly flowering. Each ring of flowers is the focus of
a cloud of tiny bees and flies.
In this neighborhood, a
couple of lawns are smooth, uninterrupted bluish squares of Bermuda grass. A
few lawns are solidly emerald fescue, Chem-Lawn maintained. The property lines
of these lots are sharply visible with no fence at all, their constancy a
contrast to the lawns on either side, like ours, which have run to dandelion,
chickweed, violet, crabgrass, oniongrass, clover, and more: mosaics, varying in
height like highly sculptural carpets, of greens, tans, and low, smooth patches
of bare red soil. I, as a human, see in my mind that understood line between
survey flags, and know that my life belongs on this side of that line, but in
my mosaic yard, nature shows a disregard for human boundaries, for garden
edges, for survey markers. Plum tree roots marble the undersurface of the soil
in the east yard, flinging up hopeful mini-trees, the beginnings of a thicket,
that we mow down. Jerry’s poplar and hickory throw shade across our western
edge, squelching all hopes of grass, planted to hold the slope. Even the breeze
works to erase our lines, carrying dandelion seeds and autumn leaves from up
the hill.
Although the creek forms
a natural border along the eastern edge of our yard, it isn’t as static a line
as a strip of installed fence. Banks erode. Water moves. When land for the
Westover subdivision upstream was being cleared and leveled, the water in the
creek ran orangey-red with silt washed down from the bared earth. Our border
doubles as a conduit. The water in
Butler creek, our creek, unable by its nature to stay quietly in one place,
ripples through the neighborhood.
Over time, Westover’s silt washed away, but the water running past our
yard carries more than silt from new subdivisions. It carries Weed & Feed,
pet-waste, grass seed, cigarette butts, anything that rainwater can lift from a
lawn or from a road.
Butler Creek’s water
flows through the towns of Kennesaw and Acworth and into Lake Acworth, which
empties into Lake Allatoona, our source of drinking water. The water then flows into the Etowah
river, which joins the Oostanaula River to form the Coosa River, which flows
into the Alabama River, into the Mobile River, then runs through the
Mobile-Tensaw delta before emptying into Mobile Bay, flowing into the Gulf of
Mexico, joining the current that rounds the end of Florida to shoot up along
the eastern seaboard before crossing the Atlantic to brush the British isles on
its way back south. Water ranges far.
My own home range is
small in comparison. I can walk it in a few minutes, even when taking time to
check the progress of plants or to listen to a wren. But the ranges of others
overlap with mine. The warblers that strip the dogwood of fruit in fall are on
their way to Central and South America. Hawks, geese, and ducks fly overhead
from nests in the north of this continent. The kudzu that has just started
along the road is from China. And I have brought back native Georgia plants to
my little patch of suburbia. Although many were left here, mostly backing up to
the woods, I have added trout lily, trillium, mayapple, toothwort, foamflower,
silver bells, rattlesnake fern, and more.
As a human, I incessantly
identify lines that divide this from that, using the premise that two points
define a line, but no line is firm if the points move, or if the next organism
over measures from a different point.
A box turtle might define our tubs as traps. But what is trap for one
can be home to another. One winter night, when my family was out watching the
lunar eclipse, the boys enlivened the long wait by breaking ice everywhere, ice
in bird feeders, on trees, hanging from the rails of the deck, and sealing the
tubs. They broke the ice in one tub and discovered quite a large frog
underneath. The oldest boy poked it with a stick. One leg moved, and we knew it
lived.
Though not my child, the
box turtle seemed mine by proxy since I had saved and fed it. Would it, like
natives in ancient stories, owe its life to me? More likely I, in the circular
way of the world, and as evolutionary latecomer, owe my life to it. I watched
that turtle a while, its head slowly pulling back into shell in barely
perceptible movement, until just beak and eyes showed, and the world reduced to
just me watching the turtle watching me. Finally, I picked the turtle up to
move it again, this time over to the compost pile just inside our edge of the
woods. I forked a heap of compost, tentacled with earthworms, and plopped the
wriggling pile in front of the turtle. Though I hadn’t seen the turtle move
anything but its neck and head in that long while of watching, after I left the
turtle alone for a couple of hours and then came back to check on it, the
turtle had gone completely from sight.
Not long after the turtle
incident, I found along the path to the hammock a weather-and-time cleaned
turtle shell. It looked more like the shell of a mud turtle than of a box
turtle, but somehow it seemed to be there for me. I don’t know what animal carried it there, but I took the
shell to the house, to the living room, and placed it on the mantle as a symbol
of hope for diversity, hope for turtles in the yard, exchange of trespass for
companionship the way I hope for the sweet gum tree, its spiky balls that barb
the yard in early spring as exchange for leaves, brightened to yellow, edged
with orange and red, that coat the ground in fall as though with fiery stars.