Issue 3:1 | Poetry | Clyde Kessler

6 Poems

by Clyde Kessler

 

On A Train In Gauley Long Ago

 

Maybe I slept on this train all winter,

and the coal burned my lungs in a dream,

maybe the steam looked like one god

peeled from a trough.  What if I was just born

or was I hibernating?  I could hear something

like all the world’s mountains sprouting with stars.

I could hear stray dogs yowling along the track.

 

I waited in Gauley with my parents,

I dreamed my ancestors dawdled along a ridge

with the moonlight and the owls and the dogwoods

and a wild swig of smoky whiskey for heaven.

But I never woke there again: I was riding

and riding a train that stalled with its ghosts,

the March weeds, the most unknowable worlds,

a few broken clocks, a sparrow’s nest, a spider’s egg,

an impossible house whittled from a shadow,

a wide field hobbled to a road with most every silence,

the sun itself pebbled into a cry above everything.

 


 

 

Nebuchenezzar

 

The hills were young and weedy,

a red cattle grazed the broom sedge,

walked into a cloud as if their winter

had gathered everything in one place,

had called them with a farmer’s word

that hid them home.  I was so fooled

with the morning, I stole the dirt,

I craned into the fence with five crows

well wired and dead.  I was laughing.

The cloud said: the cattle will ride

a slow train of the stars before it rains,

before the world comes back to its own,

before a cold spring rises for drinking

and dancing and being born.  I was waking,

and all the cedars of Lebanon shrugged into stone.

 


 

 

Renny Tate

 

Renny Tate walked like a dead dog,

drank a cold coffee lace at the church door,

smiled through his shoes.  Some crows

kept scratching and eating the corn seed

so he fed them more and stuck gravestones

in the field, saying his farm was all killed

right there.  Every midnight, his mind

was thinner than a spider’s voice, milking

the dark earth, crawling, stretching, hiding,

not knowing who or what he was.  His one boy

chanted and stared.  His wife was dead.

He thought there should be a clown jabbing

paper planes down the chimney, the body all

crumpled with stars, and laughing.

 


 

 

Ruby Cribb

 

I saw a ghost once.

It walked through

a painting of children

in a paddle boat

on Fairystone Lake.

It was quite near

and mouthing its words

like an old woman

whose voice

is a mirror and nothing.

 

 

I could not tell you the orbit,

the wheeling of its shadow. 

It climbed through my hands.

It caught the sunset drapes

and turned.  There was

a glistening arm held

like straw.  I almost reached

towards it then.  It was

like an insect in a bottle,

jittery, sliding.  Maybe

its face was an owl’s face.

 

 

 

Then it began leaving our cabin.

It shimmered away.  I could not

laugh or say what the soul was.

I drank some hot tea.  I sat

on the back porch and watched

your two dogs, your plow horse,

the land of your fathers, the oaks,

the strange, twisting ridge

that always woke me towards fear.

When you drove back from town,

I had dinner ready.  The ghost

was gone, and I wished its

disappearance was my own.

 


 

 

Train

It keeps the swerve of a coal seam

exposed at midnight, hauling itself away

through the valley, whistling the fog,

waking me to hear its slow grinding wheels

tunneling through Radford, steely and blind

across a trestle.

 


 

 

Visions

 

I hear the fire in winter,

a soft field melting towards its own children,

an easy, early flower caught against the stars.

Is it the one riddle of the season

unasked and still taken without words?

I play its heat in a sprig of service-berry.

The sun moves with the galaxy to its own.

The moon comes up, there is the same land,

the same pulling, a slow gravity

nudging the weeds.  I don’t guess the place

is worth itself to know now, with bombings

and soldiers spared nothing. An abrupt world

steals its home from me, what was once

brave and silent and peaceable in the words.