Issue 3:2 | Poetry | Glenda Barrett
Two Poems by Glenda Barrett
Blackberry Winter
It happens every year
after the first lush
blossoms
appear on the blackberry
vines
when the first glimpse of
the buds
make me forget the long days
of winter.
It occurs about the time
I have the yearning
to browse through seed
catalogs,
plant a flower bed,
and hoe in my garden.
This year the cold snap hit
hard,
the lush blossoms wilted
and fell to the icy ground.
It happened to me too,
when I least expected it.
Like the white blossoms,
I too, wilted, and my heart
froze within a numb body,
For days, I stumbled along
and tried to make sense
of your last words.
“I’m leaving you.”
Curled in a ball,
I don’t dare move
lest I lose the place
my body has warmed,
beneath the five quilts
in a freezing bedroom,
where ice clings inside
and outside the windows.
The farmhouse
creaks and groans
as the howling wind
whips around its corners.
Outside, fragile pines
with iced over limbs
make a screeching sound
as they sway in the wind.
During the night,
I listen for your return.
In the morning, alone,
I shiver as my bare feet
hit the cold wood floor,
I wonder once again
how long I can survive
in a house without warmth.